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 trans_bdsm - (sfjennie)
 
04:13pm 13/05/2007
 
 
Jennifer posting in Trans BDSM
Hi, I'm Jennie, I'm a 39yo MtF ts and have just started hormone therapy about 3 weeks ago.

I've been into S&M for quite a while, and I've earned a reputation of being a pain slut. It's always been real easy for me to tap into my endorphines when being flogged, and I get into a very euphoric state and will often giggle when being hit.

Well, about a week ago or so I went to the local dungeon with my girlfriend. We started to play and while she was flogging me I was not able to get into my usual euphoric state. Intead I just go annoyed and got up in the middle of the scene, started bitching at my gf that she was doing it wrong, then stormed off to go sit in a corner by myself.

After like an hour I had calmed down and was talking with my girlfriend. We decided that we would try again and just start off real light. I didn't let myself get annoyed, but still the flogging did nothing for me and I ended up stopping the scene early.

I was trying to think what was wrong. Then I thought it must be the hormones.

So now I'm wondering if I'm not going to enjoy s&m anymore while on hormones, or if maybe it was something else other than hormones, and whether or not I will enjoy being flogged again in the future.

Is there anyone here who has had a simular experience like mine?

-Jennie
 
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 hazelsteapot
 
03:24am 15/05/2007 (UTC)
 
 
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So, I transitioned with an estrogen/sprio cocktail, and then added Prometrium to the mix, and though I was never flogged prior to transition, at this point I love it, as do the folks in my extended poly family who take E. It does, however, change the way you experience sensation; your skin becomes thinner and more sensitive, so you may become somewhat less of a pain slut (or you may not; almost all the folks I know on HRT (estrogen OR testosterone) are pain sluts)). Still, at two weeks it doesn't seem like it should have had a drastic effect yet.

My guess is that it was about your emotional state. There are definitely times when I'm not in an emotional place to really enjoy a flogging. It comes and goes. And there are times when I don't start enjoying it until someone really starts pushing or dominating... My codependency issues are the #1 killer of SM fun for me, so...
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 angelbaby001
 
08:50pm 24/06/2007 (UTC)
 
 
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